Post by nael on Mar 21, 2009 0:12:24 GMT -5
(DISCLAIMER: This is a tale of the life of a monk of the Order of the Long Death. As many of you probably know, they are obsessed with the process of death. As such, this tale I am about to give you is not for the faint of heart. There is no profanity as such, but detail of ritual murder, sacrifice, and abuse. If it is too offensive for these forums, I understand. I figured I would give fair warning
Prologue
It is a cold, yet clear starlit night. Before you is a small campfire and a tall, lean man dressed in black robes warming his hands as he sits before the crackling flame. His head is shorn clean, yet white eyebrows remain above two eyes of slate gray. His skin is pale, and fair, but he does not appear sickly. He carries very little with him, only a small pouch possibly containing potions and a ration of food.
As you approach and hail him, he looks up from the log he sits upon. There is not a solitary glimmer of emotion in his face as he intones his own greeting in an even, but monotone voice.
Curiosity and perhaps a twinge of fear strikes you as you learn he is a monk of the Order of the Long Death. Much maligned and feared throughout Faerun, his seemingly innocuous attitude towards you begs you to ask him more about his self.
He stares off into the darkness of the night for long moments, almost too long for your comfort. Finally, he looks to you and holds your gaze, seemingly taking a measure of your countenance and begins...
You wish to hear my story do you? I should warn you that I am no dandy bard, nor am I a wizened old keeper of lore and teller of stories. No harm could come from a telling of my past. Perhaps you may come to understand the true nature of my order, the Long Death, and for that the memory of my old master may be well served and my order as a whole. For this reason I will tell you who I am, and why. But it is not a heroic tale, and it tends to not bring a smile to anyone's face except for those most cruel.
Sit with me a while, and I will show you what it is to know Death so intimately, yet still be segregated here in life...
My first memory. Images clouded in the blue mist of my mind, but the sounds drip vivid red with blood. The blood of my family. The blood that also coursed through my own veins as it does today. The sound of bloody bubbling froth emitted from the throats of my father, my mother, and my sisters as their screams shred my childhood mind. My first memory was born from the womb of these scholars of Death itself. These associates of the Long Death Order.
How had we as a family come to be in the care of these priests you ask? I do not know. I was but a child of 8... or was it my 9th winter? I do not remember, but my life before that night made little difference then, and less so now.
I am told that no mercy is ever found in the heart of a priestess of Loviatar. Especially one of the Order of the Long Death. Pain is a test. Death is the reward. My reward would be different however from my kin. The pain of my family was to be my reward, and the lifelong study of their deaths is my test. The small boy I once was knew naught of this. I had had enough of this reward by the end of the first day of these tortures. But my education had only just begun.
This group was lead by was an old hag who appeared to be more satisfied with doing the work of their Order than her companion. As she tortured my family, she would question them as a student of the arcane would ply an elemental on the nature of their domain.
Accompanying this follower of Loviatar, was a giant of a man named Fargon. He was nearly always clad in his plate armor that was as black as death itself. Across his back were a pair of swords with blades as long as an elf is tall. His voice however did not fit his frame. High pitched as if always on the verge of squeeling in pain and agony. I would later come to learn that the small pendant he wore symbolized his devotion to the deity known as Bane. Never to this day have I ever encountered a being in this realm so consumed, yet fueled at the same time by hatred.
On the fourth night the pair finally opened the cage I was kept in, and bade me over to a rack where either my father or my mother now laid. I could not tell who they were. I did not want to know besides this. To this day I still only see the blue fog of imminent death, and their lungs splayed out upon their chest raggedly drawing their final breaths. Fargon grasping me in his black mailed vices as the hag of Loviatar glanced up from her work:
"Look long upon this, child. Once your keeper. Once your protector. Once your progenitor. I despise their weakness, as should you. Remember this: Only the power of death can silence them here. But their weakness will linger on in your mind for so long as you live. I am the gateway through which this transformation shall take place."
Fargon then lifted my small body by the scruff of my neck as a virile male bear would a small cub.
"Does the hate burn within you now, young one?" he whispered in my ear. His putrid breath clawed about my head as his breathing became quickened, awaiting my response.
I did not hear him. A mistake I was soon to understand. He flung me with all his might against a stone wall, and with that my body was broken. Yet from the days experiences, I was numb. Awake, but numb. Fargon was on me before I had hit the ground. Lifting me up once again.
"If you would care to act like you are dead, perhaps we could stop playing this game, and make it reality. Now. What do you feel?"
I wished for a quick death more than anything. I did not want to be weak. I did not want to be alive either. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. Only a wall covered in bones. Silent. Proud. Dead.
I felt cold steel claws squeeze my neck as I closed my eyes. My head felt hot. Blue turns to purple, and then I knew why Death was known to be black to the living. There is no expression for it's color, but it is not black. It is quite simply the color of Death.
Somewhere in the distance I heard the hag speaking evenly, and sternly. Then angrier. The last I remember of that dank cell where everything I knew died, was of falling into the sweet relief. That place beyond rest.
Into Death.
(tbc)
Prologue
It is a cold, yet clear starlit night. Before you is a small campfire and a tall, lean man dressed in black robes warming his hands as he sits before the crackling flame. His head is shorn clean, yet white eyebrows remain above two eyes of slate gray. His skin is pale, and fair, but he does not appear sickly. He carries very little with him, only a small pouch possibly containing potions and a ration of food.
As you approach and hail him, he looks up from the log he sits upon. There is not a solitary glimmer of emotion in his face as he intones his own greeting in an even, but monotone voice.
Curiosity and perhaps a twinge of fear strikes you as you learn he is a monk of the Order of the Long Death. Much maligned and feared throughout Faerun, his seemingly innocuous attitude towards you begs you to ask him more about his self.
He stares off into the darkness of the night for long moments, almost too long for your comfort. Finally, he looks to you and holds your gaze, seemingly taking a measure of your countenance and begins...
You wish to hear my story do you? I should warn you that I am no dandy bard, nor am I a wizened old keeper of lore and teller of stories. No harm could come from a telling of my past. Perhaps you may come to understand the true nature of my order, the Long Death, and for that the memory of my old master may be well served and my order as a whole. For this reason I will tell you who I am, and why. But it is not a heroic tale, and it tends to not bring a smile to anyone's face except for those most cruel.
Sit with me a while, and I will show you what it is to know Death so intimately, yet still be segregated here in life...
My first memory. Images clouded in the blue mist of my mind, but the sounds drip vivid red with blood. The blood of my family. The blood that also coursed through my own veins as it does today. The sound of bloody bubbling froth emitted from the throats of my father, my mother, and my sisters as their screams shred my childhood mind. My first memory was born from the womb of these scholars of Death itself. These associates of the Long Death Order.
How had we as a family come to be in the care of these priests you ask? I do not know. I was but a child of 8... or was it my 9th winter? I do not remember, but my life before that night made little difference then, and less so now.
I am told that no mercy is ever found in the heart of a priestess of Loviatar. Especially one of the Order of the Long Death. Pain is a test. Death is the reward. My reward would be different however from my kin. The pain of my family was to be my reward, and the lifelong study of their deaths is my test. The small boy I once was knew naught of this. I had had enough of this reward by the end of the first day of these tortures. But my education had only just begun.
This group was lead by was an old hag who appeared to be more satisfied with doing the work of their Order than her companion. As she tortured my family, she would question them as a student of the arcane would ply an elemental on the nature of their domain.
Accompanying this follower of Loviatar, was a giant of a man named Fargon. He was nearly always clad in his plate armor that was as black as death itself. Across his back were a pair of swords with blades as long as an elf is tall. His voice however did not fit his frame. High pitched as if always on the verge of squeeling in pain and agony. I would later come to learn that the small pendant he wore symbolized his devotion to the deity known as Bane. Never to this day have I ever encountered a being in this realm so consumed, yet fueled at the same time by hatred.
On the fourth night the pair finally opened the cage I was kept in, and bade me over to a rack where either my father or my mother now laid. I could not tell who they were. I did not want to know besides this. To this day I still only see the blue fog of imminent death, and their lungs splayed out upon their chest raggedly drawing their final breaths. Fargon grasping me in his black mailed vices as the hag of Loviatar glanced up from her work:
"Look long upon this, child. Once your keeper. Once your protector. Once your progenitor. I despise their weakness, as should you. Remember this: Only the power of death can silence them here. But their weakness will linger on in your mind for so long as you live. I am the gateway through which this transformation shall take place."
Fargon then lifted my small body by the scruff of my neck as a virile male bear would a small cub.
"Does the hate burn within you now, young one?" he whispered in my ear. His putrid breath clawed about my head as his breathing became quickened, awaiting my response.
I did not hear him. A mistake I was soon to understand. He flung me with all his might against a stone wall, and with that my body was broken. Yet from the days experiences, I was numb. Awake, but numb. Fargon was on me before I had hit the ground. Lifting me up once again.
"If you would care to act like you are dead, perhaps we could stop playing this game, and make it reality. Now. What do you feel?"
I wished for a quick death more than anything. I did not want to be weak. I did not want to be alive either. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. Only a wall covered in bones. Silent. Proud. Dead.
I felt cold steel claws squeeze my neck as I closed my eyes. My head felt hot. Blue turns to purple, and then I knew why Death was known to be black to the living. There is no expression for it's color, but it is not black. It is quite simply the color of Death.
Somewhere in the distance I heard the hag speaking evenly, and sternly. Then angrier. The last I remember of that dank cell where everything I knew died, was of falling into the sweet relief. That place beyond rest.
Into Death.
(tbc)